Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 12:14 AM.
WOW! its been so long since i last blog
I've been on a roller coaster ride.
Everything seems to be happening to fast
Everything seems to be happening to fast
in nano second everything around me started to change
I've gone through so many hard times.
Without hardship i would'nt be able to get through it
I've been so different lately. Someone just dissapear in my life
just like a snap of the thumb.
I've tried to get back what has always been mine last time
but its just hurting me.
After 3weeks of manifesting sign of depression
i take the iniciative to walk out from his life.
If he doesnt wanna appreciate my effort why should i continue
With his friend around and soccer im sure
He'll forget everything that has happen.
Im not mad neither sad but im just plain dissapointed
that all this while we are building this relationship
with no TRUST.
I've cried till i had enough.
She treat you better, you enjoy chatting with her
Then what am i? You used to love me and i can feel that
just because of a minor mistake i did you gave up our love and memories
that we usd to held so strongly.
You dont need me, But i............ hmmmmm.
Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 8:14 AM.
HELLLLLOOOOO!
ok seriously im so lazy to blog.
SUPER ULTRA LAZY. take down that.
Hmmm, today is a special occasion for three girls.
Its like the 27 and frankly i totally forget.
Cause im not the sentimental type like EUNICE.
In this friendship i know that im not the serious one
i dont really care about u girls , whenever when one
of u girls cry i'll be just sitting and looking at one of you
comforting each other, that does not mean i dont care
girls trust me deep down me i do really care its only that
i dont know how to show it. EGO! LOL!
Sixian has always be nice, she's much of our entertainment LOL!
cause she's always the physco ones. And not to forget the one that
i always bullied. sorry girl i feel good bullying you especially pulling your hair.
haha! LOL! she's not much the serious type she likes to play around
and acting like a hooligan, But sometimes she can switch to such a mature adult
BUT RARELY SHE DID! HAHA!
Eunice, haha! hmm.. me and her.. paradoxically, i thought we cant get along
cause me and her seems to be unparalled, we dont think the same way
she have no sense of humor like me and sixian do. But hey, that makes me realise
Youre really such a wonderful sister, the only person that dont have to open her
mouth yet suceed in making me laugh, sorry blame ur funny face
that never failed to make me and sixian laugh. And so dont ever think
we'll get bored of you. I always quarrel with you but i realise by quarrelling
make our sisterhood more stronger.
Girls thank you so much!!!!
E-extraodinary
u-ultra
n-nice
i-inspiring
c-caring
e- EEEE so guniang!! LOL!
S- siau
i-impatient
x- xoxo
i-indifferent
a-ambitious
n-needy
GIRLS THIS IS WHAT I CAN THINK OF!!! LOL! :)
Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 9:04 PM.
HAHA!
Im so pist lately. im not sure why.
Maybe because of my studies? my mum? or even someone says that im childish?
Ok i dunno why on earth im feeling this way.
Being so sensitive. or isit because all women usually have higher sensitivity then men do?
Hmm, whenever i wanna grab hold of something, its either gone or losing away from my grip
im so sick and tired with all this. All i need is someone to understand me.
I know i've been so selfish cause i never wanna accept anyone's advice.
but luckily my cousin knock some sense into me.
Telling me what i should do and not to do.
Someone this particular someone, he's just making me feel so complete.
somehow he's so different from any others that i've known. I'll always wanna be perfect
as perfect as i could so that i could win this someone particualr attention.
Though its only awhile for me to know this someone, yet he can make me
feel so............. i dont know. But whatever it is.
I'l always rememeber what my cousin told me
"when you love someone convince them that you do and dont express it" :)
I'll always remember that. And highlighted
Hmm. But i just hope that the outlook wont change Hope that
i wont be labelled as childish cause seriously im not. LOL!
IM JUST BEING DRAMA! THATS WHAT I LIKE TO DO!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 5:14 PM.
OK! he's wonderful! :)
Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 8:19 AM.
IM SO PISSEDDDDD!!!
i dont even know why ah!!
my school stuff there's loads of it...
and there's still more to go...
one more assignment.. oh!!!
and im so moody freaking moody!
and somehow i dont understand what am i feeling
right now... i like a guy but somehow i dont really like him
seeeeeeee how???
i dont know what to do...
ok i guess im too friendly...
but its ok to be one right....
ok i need time to rest and calm my mind!!!
OMG! im going mad!
but hopefully not so major ah
but FOR THIS ONCE IM SUPER PISSEDD WITH SOMETHING / SOMEONE
GRRRRRR!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 4:48 PM.
I wanna live my life peacefull without any problems nor regrets.
but somehow at certain point of time there is problems happen
As a human being u cant do anythinng to avoid it.
It is so out of hand all i could do to lessen it.
Another isues is on How on earth guys can be troublesome??
at one time they say they likes you and the nest minute
they have a GF . Hmm can they be more faithful.
but its true not all boys are the same on a few. But still
these few spreads till all over and now most of them behaving the same way
Hmm , Is there any perfect guy in the world. the one that will care love and ONLY Sticks to one.
I doubt there is. evn if there is and that will be 0.00001% -.-
Whatever it is . now i living my life peaceful... flinging! haha!
Chaps!
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 3:58 PM.
" finding someone you loves, and loves you back is wonderful, wonderful feeling. but finding a soulmate is an even better feeling. A soulmate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what.They say that nothings last forever." :)
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